i never thought a few words can outrage me so much. i had no i dea that i had so much anger pent up inside me. why i dont know. may be being this outright honest is not good sometimes.. i might end up hurtin someone, i dont think that happens though..
contrary to what everyone might think, i was surprised to find out that i could do stupid things even when i am not drunk.

i always thought that if i get my alcohol n ciggerates under control, my life would finally be ok, but it is still shit. my parents are not happy, hell nobody is happy.. so much for growin up n tryin to be a good guy..