the first blogg!!!

this is the first time i am doin somethin like this.. no idea why.. i think there comes a point when u just have to let "it" go... but what's "IT"?? anybody knows?? atleast i dont.. yes i am sad.. very sad right now.. as u must have figured by now.. but its temporary.. i know that..

as u must have figured from the title of my blogg.. yes!! i'm a sailor.. that might sound very fancy.. but its not. trust me, when u say that to other people.. they would look at you as if u were an alien.. people think that sailors just do what they r supposed to do.. have a girl in every port.. but anybody know bout the real situation.. i'm pretty sure a lot of people out there do know bout it. u get 4 hrs max 6 hrs to go out in a port.. and u r supposed to have a girl there.. there r people i know who actually go find girls.. but there are also people who have families, wives, kids, parents.. guys who come from homes like anyone else..

i used to think being a sailor is difficult.. but i just realised that being a sailors fiance is even more difficult.. i really admire the woman who has promised to spend the rest of her life with me, knowin that i am a sailor.. and its not that i would be gone for 6 months and then be back for 6 months.. most people still think that thats how the merchant navy guys live their lives.. but its not true..